JINGNA
Interview with the first person who is willing to tell his story.
"The fourth grade came home from school and saw my aunt holding a kitchen knife at home and looking for my grandmother to ask her for money to pay back the debt."
Use F(I)C(her) below
F: Personally remember what is the most obvious trauma, which makes you feel uncomfortable when you think about it.
C: It may be fat and bad for me. Many small things will make me feel inferior.
F: When I was a child, would someone laugh at his size and grades? Can you remember how long it started?
C: I have a primary school. I don’t care. I’m still very concerned about taking a nickname.
F: I started to realize that I was deliberately pretending to be careless. How long did it take?
C: At that time, it was a transfer student. There were quite a lot of things at home. I pretended not to worry about anything at home. My grandmother has been very eccentric. My brother is very complicated because of family factors. My brother’s mother is my aunt’s drug gambling. My uncle was later divorced, my brother has always been my grandmother, and I am more eccentric.
F: This kind of eccentricity, has your dissatisfaction been told to your family?
C: Actually, I am small, and I don’t realize that I am eccentric. My mom always said that my grandmother’s eccentricity gradually became more and more like this. After four years, I came home from school and saw my aunt holding a kitchen knife at home and looking for her at my grandmother. When I want to pay back the debt, my grandmother told me to go back to the room and not talk. Later, my brother also began to skip school and become a net addiction teenager. My aunt was drug-stricken. Then our family has been around my aunt family. So I’m more sensible since I was a child, and I’m a little more mature than my peers.
C: I saw that my friend has a behavior similar to gambling addiction. I will feel very uncomfortable. I feel that he might become like that.
F: Do you find that they have such behavior, to persuade and stop?
C: Yes, but I feel a little fuss.
F: Turn back to the nickname. At that time, what was the most impressive thing about you?
C: I transferred to the sixth grade of elementary school for the second time. I forgot what they called me. Their primary school students were very unclear and sounded very harsh. At that time, I still escaped school, and the teacher did not care. When I transferred to school, my class teacher said that I had to transfer to school for more than 80 points. I don’t want to be in her class. My mom is still crying in the office and asking her to let me study. Her face is remembered for a lifetime.
F: Do you have any resistance to this phenomenon, or fight back?
C: I have passed, I have escaped from class. I hope that the teacher can ask me why I don’t come to class the next day. C: I have passed, skipped classes, or called my mother to let me talk to my mom. As a result, my teacher didn’t know me. Did not go to class
F: I didn’t have this effect when I skipped classes. After that, did I choose to skip classes?
C: I don't know how to resist. My mother said that I have to endure for a year.
F: So when these things happened at that time, I actually talked to my mother, I have talked, right?
C: I talked, now it’s fine.
F: Do you think of these things now, will you feel bad?
C: Yes, but I feel that I have chosen this paragraph selectively. I don’t want to remember it. It’s hard to think of it. After all, it’s not good.
F: Do people you know around you often say something negative to you? Do you want to avoid people who feel negative emotions?
C: No.
F: If one of your friends suddenly talks to you a few negative words one day, will you go to the heart and ask questions, or you will think that he thinks too much, slowly
C: I might think she thinks too much.
F: What do you think about those who often make negative emotions on the Internet or directly say that they want to commit suicide?
C: Very helpless. I don't think they have balanced their own ideas. Excessive positive energy is also very strange, but negative emotions are really unhappy. I think that balancing is the best. People who say suicide may have something to make her sad, but poor people must have hateful things. I will not comment.
F: So I think that if they balance their own sadness, it will be good. Is this the case, and it is also felt in some way that this kind of threatening suicide may be nothing to do, no disease?
C: To be honest, I think she may be really okay. If I want to do something I want to do, I won’t want to commit suicide. Everyone’s pursuit is different.
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