SHU QIA

Interviewed the second person.

2019/7/14 23：08

He took this photo on the subway.

“Death is usually talked about when you are having a chat.”

Use F(I)Y(he) below

F: Will there be a friend who will tell you negative emotions?

Y: There will be

F: These friends who talked to have been very negative or have happened specifically before they suddenly feel negative.

Y: Negative after specific events occur

F: To what extent is the most extreme, will you say that you want to commit suicide, or talk about the topic of death?

Y: I don’t want to commit suicide, but there is a feeling of being confused. Death is usually talked about when I’m having a chat.

F: When you encounter their decadence, you will always chat with him until this emotion is reduced or disappeared?

Y: It won’t disappear, but at least it will talk about emotional relaxation.

F: If you see people who are irrelevant on the Internet are very negative, even say extreme words, what do you think about your first reaction?

Y: If you are not a familiar friend on the Internet, I don’t care too much if someone who doesn’t say it like that, because I think that the online can’t be true and false, too much will not put too much emotion, so it’s not very good. I believe that the first reaction should be ignored, and I don’t want to affect myself.

F: So you said that it affects yourself, that is, this emotion will break your mood, or it will cause resonance.

Y: It’s not that it will break the mood. It’s the simple feeling that this is just a way of catharsis. I don’t think that I am a person who loves this way of telling and telling on the Internet, so I don’t want to talk to others casually. Lest you not be comforted, others will still have a fight

F: Do you think these people are ill-free, or do you have a hateful place for poor people?

Y: I think that everyone's concept of seeing things is different from different angles, and the focus is different on the areas in which they are being violated. If I can't intuitively feel it, I still don't blindly comfort.

He used Polaroid to take photos of his parents in 2017.

F: I understand that the trauma of many people in childhood will always affect the future life. What do you think is the most impressive thing about your childhood?

Y: The most impressive thing is that the family asks me not to lie, and I can't just eat and use other people's things. For example, the results can be poorly tested, but can not lie to the family to say that the test is good or not tested.

F: What was your idea for this request?

Y: I think it's okay. Actually, it's not something that is very difficult to do. But for example, the exam will be prepared in advance, just like the usual small test, will not talk to the family, and the test results will be tested. Report well

F: So, in fact, I don’t really want to follow this requirement. Do you have any attitude?

Y: Yes, I would like to show it before. Later, after a little bigger, I feel that although there is a blood relationship between parents and me, the difference in the environment of growth will result in different ideas and will not feel their views or My point of view must be right or wrong, not to mention that I am still young, even if there is a mistake is normal, do not deliberately follow the parents' template according to the gourd painting

F: What scenes or sounds you see now, or other trigger points, you will have difficulty controlling your emotions.

Y: Basically, there is no such thing, but if you want to say it, the elders of the family will attack me because they take it for granted or some extreme reason. It may make me impatient.

F: Have you ever been impatient with your behavior towards you?

Y: No, friends who choose themselves will not be entangled in a non-principled question. If it is possible, because of the same age, they will be willing to solve it through discussion.